So today, a thought went through my head after my father brought up relocating if a job offer came from out of state. Shortly after he mentioned he has gotten offers from Arizona, and from Michigan, and we live in New Jersey. That's so far away. But he hasn't responded. Both my mother and father are comfortable with relocating, we could all use a change. I thought about the plus sides. I would love to live somewhere else, and experience a change. Make new friends, and almost start over. But I also thought about EVERY change. I would be leaving all of the wonderful people I have to pleasure of spending time with all the time. I would be leaving my house, my pool, my neighborhood, most of the family that lives between 30-3 hours away (Nothing compared to Arizona), my school, my championship winning marching band. I would be leaving it all behind to start new in a new place. The lush farms and greenery would disappear into the endless desert of Arizona. I would be leaving mid-way through high school. I would be leaving my brother who is going to college. I'm really NEVER going to see him then. Also, actually seeing Dave in person, will be close to impossible in Arizona. He'd go from 7 hours away to a day and a half. I'd rather go to Michigan. At least there I'd actually be CLOSER to him than Jersey. But it's cold there. I hate the cold. But on the bright side he has family there, and it would actually be easier to see each other. Hmm. There's just so many things to think about. I would be leaving behind my grandparents, and god forbid something happens to them, I won't be just 20 minutes away. My grandparents are so special in my life, since they've taken care of me for most of my childhood while my parents were at work. Anyway, there's just so many things I feel I would be leaving behind. My dogs would lose their yard they love to play in, and where would I put my piano? That's one of my favorite things in the world. I don't know what is going to happen, but right now, where ever the money and opportunities come from, there's a chance we actually may end up relocating. I hope I at least graduate high school before that happens. Amongst other things, I will now keep this in mind.
Well, that's pretty much it for now. Goodbye world!
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I never knew about this D:
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